{nothing's gonna change my world}

May 6th
Tuesday

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I am just enduring one of the most aggravating situations I've ever been through. I was so fed up with work late last year that I started looking for a new job, and found one. Basically I've been with the company for six years and while I can agree that everyone has off-days and goes through emotionally troubling bouts, I am a firm believer in the fact that if you are getting paid to do something you had better damned well be doing it. After six years of constantly registering complaints about the same issue regarding the same people, I had had enough. So, when I told my boss that I was planning on leaving, she begged me to stay saying that the main person I had an issue with was leaving this summer. Her announcement was followed shortly by her offering me that employee's job status/$$$$. The job status actually ment nothing because I was doing everything that the Lead Technician does anyway because she wasn't doing them. Low and behold the ex-lead technician gave her two weeks notice three months earlier than expected totally screwing us over and then left two days later absolutely nailing the coffin shut.
AWESOME! I get a better position and more monies quicker right?
No.... My boss offered the job to another technician who has been there longer than me, but is completely unqualified for the job. Now if you want to be polite because this girl has senority over me, you present her with "I offered the position to Meghann, what do you think?", not "Do you want the position?"... why? Because then that person accepts the position.
So not only do I not get any sort of compensation, but because none of this has been offically announced, I have to keep my mouth shut. I (along with picking up 30 extra hours over the next two weeks because the other bitch left) have to deal with being asked how to do a million things because the new head bitch doesn't know how to do jack, but she's trying to learn as quickly as she can before everything is official. And what does she do? A task as simple as printing down an e-mail has become an extraordinary acheivement.
For example this knowledge was bestowed upon me today: "Meghann, I printed the e-mails this morning, and I placed them over here so that everyone can read them, if you would like to read them now."
to which I replied: "You mean over here? Where we've been keeping memos for the past two years for everyone to read throughout the day when they have free time?"
Or one of my favourites: "Meghann, I scanned outs today. I will be getting a report shortly to show you exactly what I did."
My reply: "You mean the OOS report? The one that's filed right here, and if you look back you can see that I've been doing them for the past year?"
I also like when she admits to complete stupidity.
"Today, I completed and printed all the daily reports by myself and I didn't even have to ask Meghann how to do it!"
"I think April gave us all gift certificates for helping out with shifts because Brenda left, but I shouldn't be getting one, I didn't help with anything extra."
No, you didn't.
I'm the one working 50 hours a week for the next two weeks (during prime PMS time!).
I'm asking for the raise I would have gotten had I been given the position that I was promised, and if I don't get it, I will be giving less than two weeks notice too. Job in line or not.

without a hook

May 5th
Monday

I was just reading one of the "writer's block" suggestive questions:

Are you celebrating Cinco De Mayo?


If by celebrating cinco de mayo you mean going to bed early because I'm working 50 hours with no days off this week... then yes.

without a hook

May 3rd
Saturday

Game On.

RULES:

o1. Put your entire music library on shuffle
o2. Press play
o3. Take note of the first 25 songs played (no matter what they happen to be)
o4. Make a list of your favourite lyrics from each song
o5. Post as a list and have your friends guess what song each lyric is from
o6. Google Cheating Sucks

My 25 )

Have fun... I'll post answers soon...
You're

1line // without a hook

May 1st
Thursday

Let me paint you a mini-picture:

Late December:
Boss: "Meghann, please don't leave. If you stay, when Brenda leaves this summer I want you to take the Lead Technician position."
Me: (someone say an awesome pay increase AND the most annoying bitch in the pharmacy is leaving?)"Ohkay."

Today:
Boss: "So I gave the Lead Technician position to Sue."

Needless to say, I am furious, but furious in a way that is beyond rage or any sort of emotion. Did you ever endure so much that when some catastrophic event happens, it just switches you off? This was that event for me. I'm done. I told my Boss that she might have given the position to one of the weakest technicians in the pharmacy, but if she didn't give the strongest technician the same raise, then she (I) will leave. So yeah, in the market for a new job, because in all reality who wants to stay some place where things like that happen? All the time. Not me...
Did I mention that my Boss is my aunt?
Fuck this.

without a hook

April 28th
Monday

Brenda came into work today and gave her two weeks. FUCKING SWEET! But, of course, Brenda can't be the one who gets all the attention. So, who but Sue would come in next and move her wedding up to this August? Oh, and who would go out and buy the same wedding band that I was planning on buying? (who the hell buys a round cut diamond wedding band when they have a princess cut diamond engagement ring?!) Whatever. Who sat on the phone all day calling wedding places for prices? The fuck. I'm getting a completely different wedding band now. And I'll be taking vacation in august to (hopefully) miss attending the wedding.
*crosses fingers*

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3lines // without a hook

<< long ago

Zero
        Words are flying out like endless rain into a paper cup

Navigation;
            They slip away across the universe

     info + update journal + friends + website + mail +

Playlist;
        Pools of sorrow waves of joy

The Beatles //Hey Jude

Reel Big Fish //Song #3

Hans Zimmer //What Shall We Die For?

Dropkick Murphys //I'm Shipping Up To Boston

Muse //Supermassive Blackhole

Plain White T's //Umbrella

Ryan Adams //Come Pick Me Up

Amy Winehouse //You Know I'm No Good

Johnny Depp and Alan Rickman //Pretty Women

Pearl Jam //black

Hello Mahalo //Dawning Days

Booklist;
      Jai guru deva om

The Devine Comedy
Liberalism Is A Mental Disorder: Savage Solutions
Les Miserables
Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows
Other People's Love Letters: 150 Letters You Were Never Meant To See
I Am America (And So Can You)
The Lord Of The Rings